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(I Don't Think They're Coming)

by Fragile Like Life After

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1.
Light-hearted in her characters and his colors evoking a fear and a hopefulness, melted in crayons painting in fingers. windmills and blades remind you to but also hello and no yes they care and they really want to know. When secrets speak with tongues as fire as fraud are you listening with a seriousness, or are you holding hands in subtle ways in territories touching blue and silver in the wings To kiss and blush and fade away Shiver sung in holographic smiles A face set in stone Bleeds slow and still lifting off and setting back down again, am I being taught some fucked up kind of a lesson? who needs the excuse hiding in the pipe it will splash me yellows and blues. Maybe it's just an exchanging of words, an exchanging of blues. The colors fade away but I'm still stuck with the thought of you. An exchanging of glances seen through glass and frames. skewed by the years and the fights and the tears unknown what was right at the time. now a wish for a feeling taught and constrained like a tightrope to walk or a picture to frame. A house without a door and a room that's unused. Some photos remain with faces from before how their smiles don't change but how they've learned so much more about what a monster I am.
2.
Cut Off 04:21
Dangling like loose strings meant to burn. (I know you hold the match) Tired past frayed could drop dead whenever. Gray matter day floating like weather. Shaping like clay in anger I'm molded. Taken in hand I'm battered and folded. I’m fucked up and fuming is this love that I’m losing? Spinning room, you've left me with no clues. My milieu, a setting for despair and truth. Oh what to do? I'll spit my blood out and swallow too. An excuse, my faults deflected, it's nothing new. It's no use, tell me again and again I'll fall right through. I'll come to and falter over future intent so you choose.
3.
Broken glass I (don’t) like messing with (it) Clear and sharp and so (close) to the light Stuck with terrifying clicks of (wind) I’d like to ask you to (stop) but everyone is (closing) distance You caught me walking (away)
4.
Shit luck, wasted enough. Depraved and given glimpses and slivers of what life could be. Finally... Memories given like flowers but kept in the dark memories given in passing Read like a chart ticking off boxes! As margins drop and merit fails. I'm setting myself up I'm setting myself up and I better fucking make it but im not trying hard enough to make this moment worth it.
5.
We dance like leaves tangled in a tidal pool. Caught in you and whirling. Our shapes take form and bloom. Another look I’ll cave in, stare into your eyes of fallen steel that know just when to melt. Counting on hands 22 aching bodies shifting hue. I love you.
6.
Safe 01:32
Your mind wanders just like mine. From standstills to stops to almost never shutting up. I wonder what could make us so fucked up. Perhaps another time I'll find out why. But for now we'll keep trading lives. Don't worry you can entertain me another night Just remember it's not all on you.
7.
Filing like cabinets like nails. Alphabetical in my mind. There's Background radiation There's constant conflagration There's self humiliation Turning Earth like amber Turning cities into sea Laying up at night wishing I could leave Capricious digestion inward and out. forever observing without learning the outcome. Finding peace cannot compete With crooked lines and self defeat A vivid exit now just a lonely retreat My understanding incomplete Recycle the words once spent before What rhymes with glued to the floor? Something like "tired and bored." Are you tired? I know I'm bored. Can't get away Do you think you can stay? Bile duct screaming the songs about leaving Every word that I said - wrong again Lungs mistake words for truth Every thought overdone - breathing strained Guts will turn in their grave Dig them up. Burn them down. Eat away. Don't believe. Every bone is gonna break with every increasing ache. Just get on your feet and start to move.
8.
Graceless 05:29
I wanted to say fuck you for asking you can’t talk to me that way With your dissecting Say something Accidental highway metal frame Collision maimed Mangled ego Words carry burdens and yours More than most Meanwhile I choke on mine Anger is not something to be proud of But it’s there when I tear myself down and destroyed I’ll hide myself in guilt and yet I can’t forgive you To say I never want to see you again is an understatement I want to see you dead and buried Graceless To stay pretty for safe keeping (It goes too fast) With a heart like loose leaf And a throne to match (It goes too slow) Settle into sirens And what you’ve think you heard (It doesn't go at all) You keep me awake I want to be more than just a dream you have every night for three years (It doesn't stop)
9.
Farcaster 03:26
You're twenty minutes away and I can't seem to appreciate the fact that you're here for now (I'm here right now) the fact that you're here right now. Not buried next to the roses, buried next to the garden I had a dream last night that you died. I know it’ll be the worst day of my life. I wished for a heaven so I could see you one last time. But even in dreams I knew that was a lie.
10.
In the fall I wrote your unbecoming tale. I'll wait for dawns strike first, unrelenting rise Steeped in stones blessed still, fell down stream. Push and pull bended sails winds that change tides. taking time to place one step in exactly the right place, one foot in front of another and never backward. indiscretion is not something I can count on. The full weight of this venture is a tightly packed barrel of gunpowder. I think you hold the match... I could be your color blue for canvas or sky. Like money changing hands or the shadow of your mirror. Like the cracks in you wall Like stiff necks Like stripped screws Like tangled wires Like paper waste Like—— Like books on the shelf Like rotten teeth Like decaying dreams Like forgotten friends or the hair on your head Like something lost down the drain Like plastic like plastic like plastic Like life after Dirty upon reflection Chipped and faded Tense and stretched Finite and unfixable Tied and tedious Fed to flames Empty Headed Dusty and yellowing Cracking and bleeding while waking from sleeping Yearning yet content. receding and thinning Flooding Reusable Fragile

about

This album was recorded and mixed at The Kaleidoscope in Lancaster, PA by Ben Roth and Jon Smith.

Mastered by Jon Smith at The Kaleidoscope.

Album art collage by Max Ludewig

Album art photos taken by Max Ludewig, Garret Hines, and Ian Lowery

Max: vox/guitar/synth/bass
Adrian: vox/guitar/synth/bass/trumpet
Chris: drums/synth

credits

released November 4, 2022

We'd like to thank Ben and Jon at The Kaleidoscope for helping us make this record. Ben also contributed some guitar, synth, vocals, flute, and cat jokes.

Justin Pallas contributed guest vocals on "Handfuls & Headaches"

Gwyn Byler contributed guest vocals on "5 A Kind Of Sentence" and "Waiting | Writing (For...)"

We'd also like to thank all of our friends for always pulling up to shows and giving support, the people who have reached out and asked us to play their houses, and anyone who has said "Nice Set", bought some merch, or just watched us play. We're really excited to release this album and hope you like it as much as we do.

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Fragile Like Life After Lancaster, Pennsylvania

Homegrown Emo /
music to play Burnout 3 to. This one is for the clean freaks

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